life=shithole
blah blah blah in second hour once again...
so fucking bored
supposed to be looking up shit right now and not even thinking about it.
i want to go to tims house sometime this week with aj bu ti dont think that thats going to hapen anyitme soon... once again her parents are threatening her about driving her friends around and that the only person that she is aloud to drive back and forth from no in is Tim... which is total bullshit! what if she wants to do somthing with me???? eh???eh???!!! mmmmmm....
so new years was a complete failure, all the things that i wanted to do were shot and the things that i did do were moderatly amuzing... but not what i was looking for.
I ended up staying home that night and watching the fireworks by myself, called everyone to wish them a happy new year but other than that, i talked to my aunt on the phone and just watched tv. went to bed at about three in the morning, and it just sucked massive asssssss!
i really dont want to be here!
once again Ryan never called me last night, but im okay with that. I dont really care anymore...
i cant wait until high school is over and im out of this fucking shit hole. My mom and i are starting to figh tagain... i cant stand it anymore! and now that i have no one to call, i just have to put up with it. Because if i call the cops... i dont want to go back to the hopital and i dont want my mom to blame me for going to jail like she did last time and for haveign her have to pay for all of thoes classes... whatever. now i have nothing to do for the rest of the period... maybe ill go on vf... its the only thing i can do...
*slinks away*
so fucking bored
supposed to be looking up shit right now and not even thinking about it.
i want to go to tims house sometime this week with aj bu ti dont think that thats going to hapen anyitme soon... once again her parents are threatening her about driving her friends around and that the only person that she is aloud to drive back and forth from no in is Tim... which is total bullshit! what if she wants to do somthing with me???? eh???eh???!!! mmmmmm....
so new years was a complete failure, all the things that i wanted to do were shot and the things that i did do were moderatly amuzing... but not what i was looking for.
I ended up staying home that night and watching the fireworks by myself, called everyone to wish them a happy new year but other than that, i talked to my aunt on the phone and just watched tv. went to bed at about three in the morning, and it just sucked massive asssssss!
i really dont want to be here!
once again Ryan never called me last night, but im okay with that. I dont really care anymore...
i cant wait until high school is over and im out of this fucking shit hole. My mom and i are starting to figh tagain... i cant stand it anymore! and now that i have no one to call, i just have to put up with it. Because if i call the cops... i dont want to go back to the hopital and i dont want my mom to blame me for going to jail like she did last time and for haveign her have to pay for all of thoes classes... whatever. now i have nothing to do for the rest of the period... maybe ill go on vf... its the only thing i can do...
*slinks away*