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And today I just feel like a good old fashioned ramming. A proper 'any hole's a goal' kind of night like we used to have. Is it safe? Can I trust myself not to fall back down the rabbit hole when I've come so far already? Do I only feel like this because I haven't seen you for 3 weeks? You're like a drug...the more I have the more I want...and the smallest hit, as innocent as it seems now, may send me right back into full addiction. Hate it!!! What happened to you that you can't remember those fabulously simple days we used to have and how good it all was???! Is she really worth it?