sickness; Dearest Kat

[fairalifrost]

tonights the night
to vanquish the sick
thats inside of me
this scraping in my throat
and the restless sleep
that hangs over my eyes
toss to turn
only to find thoughts of you
how i cherish this feeling
that has always lingered between us
its been awhile and no word
even longer and no touch
but its alright
i think your there
just as you do i
maybe one day we will..
maybe one day
yet your not in this distance
that i allow myself to see
and though we both often try
to find or even make time
still at last minute
its never created
but i still do..
think of you
and the time long
ago we had
one night with
one chance
and now its gone
with our broken words
desperately holding on
to that feeling
this feeling
that we both cant decide
if we truly want
or let alone can even have.