Trista:. let out what hides within-

[fairalifrost]

Never Knew

You don't even know
the real me
caught up in yourself
and you can't see

I am right
in front of you
And you don't even care
you see right through

I try so hard
what do you want
I'm not like you
you fucking cunt!

Is that what it is
Am I just different
I'm sorry
I didn't mean what I meant

No I meant every word
or lack there of
there were no words
and there was no love

Why do I try
to get along
I don't know
I guess I just want to belong

But if belonging means being like you
always talking shit
Then I change my mind
I don't want to be a part of it

So as you see through me
with those empty eyes
I'll warn you
It would be wise to know
that it's you I despise

Because I just want
to scream at you
THIS IS ME! THIS IS ME!
The one you're looking through

But I'm over it now
and I'm over you
So long!
I'm glad you never knew

-Tris