"Well, I'm dizzy right now from watching your downward spiral."

[fair_elocin17]

I haven't truly felt like myself in a while.  I don't know what it is...all I know is that I'm not fond of it.  I'm guess that it is a jumbled mix of the home situation, the theatre situation, and the drama

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[greenivyphoenix]

You are one of the most wonderful people in the world and don't you dare forget it.

I have no idea who left that comment about you fitting your 'college' friends in, but that's flat out hurtful. Granted being one of the college friends, I would like to say that I see Nikki talk more to you guys than sometimes us. I think it's insulting to make her choose friends, no one has the right to do that to anyone.

Granted I have no idea what is going on with her and her 'home' friends and I wish for the best, but saying comments about that isn't right either. As for how busy she is, some of you aren't seeing how busy she is. Crap sometimes she's in the room maybe once a day, every other moment is spent either working, studying, or talking to someone about how they feel. I know I don't have the right to tell you 'home' friends what to do when it comes to Nikki, but as a fellow human being I can say that for everything she does do, she does it for you guys. I see her working hard so she can come home and talk to you guys and see how things are going for you. I see her working her ass off to get a moment to see how you guys are doing and to see her be sad about not being able to see you is sad for me.

There may be moments in the day where I have the advantage to talk to Nikki because we live in the same room and well...live in the same room we have more chances to interact with each other ( which I love because she is a wonderful person). As for some of you, why aren't you making the effort to talk to her more often? It doesn't even have to be something radical. I mean I can leave her a note asking about her day and I feel happy because I tried to ask her about her day. Even if I don't get a response, I know that my effort was appreciated. I feel like some of you aren't giving that effort ( I don't know any of this for certain, just telling you how I see it) and expecting her to bend backwards for you isn't fair and it's annoying to see.

Case in point this kid has alot on her plate and you have to give her the time to 'munch' through everything she has to get done and respect that. I'm not saying nor would I ever say that some of you have nothing to do and are sitting around waiting for her to call you, but man, try to understand things for her.