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Ive been thinkng alot lately, and theres just so much on my mind and some of it its just hard to explain to write it down. I hate seeing all my friends all happy with thier boyfriends dont get me wrong im happy for them i guess it just gets me down. And it makes me think of other things and its like ughh whatever but i guess i miss the feeling of being cared about? I dont know i wish i could just write down every single thing im feeling and get this all of my chest but i dont know i cant because some people just dont understand how i feel and i can only explain myself to certain people...so i guess ill just listen to my music and just think and try to write cuz right now thats the only thing thats working...but really i miss being so happy like i always was n i just want that back but its hard....i dont feel liek writting in this anymore so im done
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