hope
WOW it has really been a sometime now since i was on here...and reading a lot of my old post really have shown me how much i have grown in somparts but in others i have stayed the same...which i feel may not be that good..i still push people away from me, and the ones i love deeply with all my heart dnt stay around..im stuck...they tell me that i need to deal with my proplems...but what is dealing? i never goes away they say talk about it but everytime i talk about it keeps it fresh...then say to let go and forget about it...but really that is just pushing in deep down so that it just can come up again,,,u can never really let go of somthing or forget it,,..i do how ever try to learn from it...but i still hold on to hope that one day i have have everything that i am looking for..there has to be hope..
ps...me an mom have more then made up..it only took 3 years or so but i love her deeply...
ps...me an mom have more then made up..it only took 3 years or so but i love her deeply...