so that's what it sounds like whenever your heart breaks
whatever is the most retarded word, seriously. whatever.
i wore a halloween scrub top to work the other day, and a lady there named edsel told me, "do you know what month it is?" hey, i knew. i just had a really dirty room, so i went to my mom's closet to find a top, and that's what i saw. whoo. yep.
julie is my lover, and we went on a hot date. lights and chinese. couldn't ask for more, honestly. i think julie is like another half of me that i lost somewhere, but for some reason when we are together, no matter what we've gone through, i'm so appreciative and happy to have her in my life because she's a wonderful person, who cares more than anyone i've ever known. so much, it's almost scary. haha.
victoria isn't so bad whenever you hide, just of course, a tad bit boring. i brought things, though, to take care of that part. i went to our famous mall, target, walmart and also stopped by the red lobster to visit with everyone today. it was best going there, because it's weird seeing people you haven't seen in awhile. plus, they got new uniforms and everyone said how much they miss me, and how i should never get a boyfriend because they're dumb. even people i haven't seen in forever know what's up. haha!
anyway, hope everyone has a blessed christmas, and a happy new year. i am going to be at my mo-mo's for christmas eve and christmas day, and then i'm off again back home. i like to keep my time here short and sweet. take care everyone. also, it's difficult at times to say goodbye.. but sometimes, it's for the best. i'll miss you, and times whenever we didn't have these little tiffs. <3