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I wish I made the right decision the first time...because I don't know if my heart can take anymore rejection. But I'm not hiding my feelings anymore or not acting on them. It's probably too late, and I know that. This is a risk I'm willing to make again. I did it 2 times before, 3rd time's a charm...right?
The feeling of my heart filling up with happy thoughts is amazing, but yet nerve racking. For those of you that know what I'm babbling about...I think you understand...
Oh yeah...and if you are really not up to date with my life...everything I ever had with Leland is over. He fucked me over, but I probably deserved it. So that little rant above has nothing to do with him.
Besides the emotion rollercoaster that I'm on...things are pretty good. I worked really hard on my grades, even though it's not going to pay off...I know I did my best.
Spring break next week...w00t! Meghan and I have a plan...hehehe It should be simply wonderful.
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The feeling of my heart filling up with happy thoughts is amazing, but yet nerve racking. For those of you that know what I'm babbling about...I think you understand...
Oh yeah...and if you are really not up to date with my life...everything I ever had with Leland is over. He fucked me over, but I probably deserved it. So that little rant above has nothing to do with him.
Besides the emotion rollercoaster that I'm on...things are pretty good. I worked really hard on my grades, even though it's not going to pay off...I know I did my best.
Spring break next week...w00t! Meghan and I have a plan...hehehe It should be simply wonderful.
<3