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Me && Shea were supposed to hang out last night. But we never did. I saw it coming. I like him. He's got a pretty face. I talked to Liz last night. I miss her a lot. We're supposed to hang out today. I doubt we will. I'm in love with that girl. She's beautiful.
So me && Jeremy (J) started going out last Wednesday. I broke up with him yesterday though because even though I like him, we've been friends for too long. && I'm not 100% sure if I'm ready for a relationship right now. I mean I want one, but that doesn't mean I'm ready for one. I'm sure if it was someone I knew it'd last with, then yeah I'd go for it. I don't know. I hate this. I hate not knowing what I want. It pisses me off. I've been depressed again ever since yesterday. I'm not quite sure why though. I never know why I'm depressed. I just randomly start feeling sad for no reason. Grr...sometimes I wish I wasn't me. I know the person I am isn't to great. But I can't change it. I don't want to change it. I'm not about pretending to be what I'm not. It's just not my style. I don't know. I'm confused. I want so badly to be with someone. I guess it's just a matter of finding the right person. So me && MIkey are okay now. We're on speaking terms so that's good enough for me. I think I should give up on relationships. I'm never going to find someone to make it work with, so why try? Yep so I'm done here.
Sad, Single, && Lonely
So me && Jeremy (J) started going out last Wednesday. I broke up with him yesterday though because even though I like him, we've been friends for too long. && I'm not 100% sure if I'm ready for a relationship right now. I mean I want one, but that doesn't mean I'm ready for one. I'm sure if it was someone I knew it'd last with, then yeah I'd go for it. I don't know. I hate this. I hate not knowing what I want. It pisses me off. I've been depressed again ever since yesterday. I'm not quite sure why though. I never know why I'm depressed. I just randomly start feeling sad for no reason. Grr...sometimes I wish I wasn't me. I know the person I am isn't to great. But I can't change it. I don't want to change it. I'm not about pretending to be what I'm not. It's just not my style. I don't know. I'm confused. I want so badly to be with someone. I guess it's just a matter of finding the right person. So me && MIkey are okay now. We're on speaking terms so that's good enough for me. I think I should give up on relationships. I'm never going to find someone to make it work with, so why try? Yep so I'm done here.
Sad, Single, && Lonely