Apr 28, 2006 02:04
You are mine. You are mine.
So I saw somebody tonight, she an ex. It was weird. I said one thing to her, and it felt weird. We exchanged smiles. I hope all is well with her, I really do. I'm pretty sure she's happy, and I hope so.
I'm going through a very weird time in my life. I'm a mixture of sad and excited. As much as I hate this place, I love it. I've got so many memories tied to this fucking city. I was pretty depressed today for a bit. It hurts looking around at all the things and people knowing that I'm leaving in about a month. It hurts knowing that I'll never come back...but as much as it hurts, it feels pretty damn good. I need a clean slate. I need to start over. I've got too much bullshit here, and I've finally got my chance to leave it all.
I'm going to miss all my friends so much.