Nov 09, 2004 12:17
I don't have too much to say.
Yesterday I found the most relaxing way to fall asleep. I was picking at my guitar while sitting on the couch, softly picking, and feeling oh so lonely. The soft music coming from the strings + feeling mellow and blue = complete relaxation to the point where I actually fell asleep and woke up hugging the guitar.
I am going to say something swift and to the point to someone soon. I have nothing to loose because I don't have anything to begin with. Hope there isn't any retaliation hope its either "we'll see" or "i'm sorry but it can't happen" either one would be satisfying so that I can completely give up, or completely give in.
David is lonely, so lonely he talks to his pillow and the boxes from unpacking. He is starting to sleep all day to forget about his loneliness. He decided this would be better than drinking to forget about it because his mom said it wasn't healthy.
Anyway I'm at worky worky and its better then wasting away.
<3 david
ps. mark lets do somethin