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[failure0nmylips]

i wish that people understood the situation that i have been dealing with for the last 6 months
i explained it to someone today
and it made me feel a lot better
to have someone actually know
and realize
what i hvae been putting up with
and not telling
so that people dont think differently of someone
people dont understand us though
they dont know that at times
we only have eachother
and i put up with all the bullshit and lies b/c of that
we have tried not talking
it doesnt work
everyone thinks that im over dramatic about everything
b/c they dont realize the truth
and he knows thats i get all the blame for everything
yet does nothing about it
so i keep all the blame
and keep my mouth shut for his sake
so i am getting get fucked over and over again
for his sake
and its not fair to me
but....
im at least happy that he realizes this
i just want people to understand