twenty five minutes too late
its always difficult to put down what i feel into words, must be due to my bad expression. thats probably why gp is so difficult haha. hm maybe the most pressing thought i want to pen down is that its impossible to gauge, or judge the scale of a problem. because there's no yardstick to compare it with. i mean you cant say my problem is bigger than yours because blahblahblah, cause that isnt the case, really. granted, certain problems are unquestionably huge and have horrible consequences, but i guess it really depends on the person that is facing them, doesnt it? i dont know, im guilty of indulging in self-pity and feeling as though whatever im facing is the end of the world. but at the end of it all i guess its important for me to know consciously that it isnt. that its important to learn to be thankful for the good things that you have. i dont know, maybe im just tired right now. but ultimately. glad that i know that nothing is that bad, if not the world will seem so bleak, haha.