Regrets, but mostly not.

Feb 27, 2011 16:53

Located in his room is a small box. It's nothing big, nor is it impressive and flashy; it's just a wooden brown box at the back of his medicine drawer.
However, if you were to look inside it, there's a small ralts model and a letter.

Dear Reader-san, )

!open, srsbsns, !ic

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Couldn't resist. failsatgood March 2 2011, 20:18:47 UTC
...Pookie...

[Those are actual tears in his eyes. Shit.]

...why didn't he tell me...?

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..."Pookie" just killed it before it even began. failsathealthy March 2 2011, 20:33:05 UTC
[ What are you doing in his room you stalking stalker. Wally is downstairs making Pokeblocks. He comes up after making a few to check up on you.

When he walks in though, he sees that you found it and ducks behind the door a bit. ]

S- so you found it...

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failsatgood March 2 2011, 20:34:41 UTC
[His hands are actually shaking now.]

Why... why didn't you tell me...?

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failsathealthy March 2 2011, 20:36:06 UTC
[ No don't do this to him, he hates seeing anyone like that and since you're special-er now. ]

I- I didn't want you to worry.

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failsatgood March 2 2011, 20:39:12 UTC
You didn't want me to worry? Having my heart broken when you died out of the fucking blue, that was supposed to be better somehow? W-wally... I...

[He reaches out for your hands. Goddamnit man do not make him cry he's supposed to be the masculine half of this pairing.]

I love you. A-and you can tell me anything, because that's... that's what people in love do, okay?

[trying soooo hard to keep it together right now.]

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failsathealthy March 2 2011, 20:45:50 UTC
I- no...

[ He doesn't know what to say, Wally feels really bad seeing him like this and he knows that he should have at least said something but he just didn't want to ruin the mood. ]

Y- You're not meant to worry.

[ Don't look at Wally like that, Walerian because he isn't as strong as you and does start crying. Holding hands isn't enough, so he'll just hug you and apologise. ]

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failsatgood March 2 2011, 20:47:58 UTC
[Kiss.]

Don't tell me who to worry about. [Kiss.] Just be honest with me. I won't ever leave you... I promise I'll always be here, but you... you have to be honest with me. That's how this is supposed to work. Oh, Wally...

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failsathealthy March 2 2011, 20:56:09 UTC
[ Still going to cry. And hug. And cry some more. ]

I- I am honest. J- just m- missed some... p- parts o- out.

[ This is the first time he's ever felt so guilty and undeserving at the same time; it would be unfair to leave all of this behind and while he had tried to be upbeat in the letter, it's all coming down like a ton of bricks. So he'll hug you tighter. ]

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failsatgood March 2 2011, 20:59:03 UTC
[Walerian kisses him on top of the head and hugs him tighter.]

It's okay... it's alright, really. It's fine. I'm not angry. Just worried, and I can't help that. I'm sorry.

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failsathealthy March 2 2011, 21:02:53 UTC
[ Moments like this would be nice. ]

It's n- not y- your fa... I- It's not your fault a- at all...

[ Wally hasn't known you for very long but already he feels like missing these hugs would be missing half the world ]

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failsatgood March 2 2011, 21:05:11 UTC
[Kissing again now. Displaying emotions is so hard, for him, but he wants to try. Let the gesture speak the words he can't find as he presses closer, closing his eyes.]

Wally, [he breathes out,] there is nothing, nothing that you could ever do that you'd need to hide from me. You're me. And everything that you are, I accept, b-because I... I've never had s-someone like that, and I know - I know what it would mean, to me.

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failsathealthy March 2 2011, 21:16:22 UTC
[ Wally listens and nods. He can't stop the tears from coming out but he closes his eyes too, leaning to Walerian's chest and listening to his heartbeat. It's a steady and comforting rhythm ]

I- I could s- ay the same r- right back.

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And now I have to go to class. Shit. failsatgood March 2 2011, 21:18:29 UTC
[Nuzzling the warm form of Wally in his arms, an idea comes to Walerian's head.]

If there's anything you want me to do... or want us to do, before... you can just say where and when, okay?

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Have fun XD? I'll be on tomorrow same time. failsathealthy March 2 2011, 21:20:55 UTC
[ Wally tries to shake his head, wiping his tears on Walerian's shirt you should wash that ]

N- no. Just t- to spend m- more time.

[ The tears have slowed down but he's hiding the fact that his eyes are still leaking but burying himself further ]

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No joy here. DX failsatgood March 2 2011, 23:40:54 UTC
[Clinging close.]

Anything you want, sweetie. Anything. It's okay. We have each other, and I won't leave you. So it's okay. It's alright...

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Well it's time for me to go to school Dx. Also I lied, I'll be late home tonight. failsathealthy March 3 2011, 07:27:34 UTC
W- what about y- you?

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