with sunlight interfering

[failpanda]

now i find your skin,
that final barrier,
if my fingers were needles,
i would enter your bloodstream,
surreptitiously.
i would feel the rhythm of your pulse
-your center/my cancer.
my fingers would tap the beats out,
out on your chest.
the cherubs would wisper in my ear:
("she holds more dreams
than any other girl you have ever held")
do you miss me,
when you close your eyes?