Learning to live.
This week was kinda stressful for me. I haven't been doing all of my work so I am falling behind.
I'm bursting with things that I want to say to people but I cant find the words or courage to say what I mean to say. I hate not being able to say what I want to, because the things i want to say are the most important. I don't tell anyone what I really want to say. So no one ever knows how i feel. I'm so incompetent, too complex to care about. I'm so confused with my family and myself. School is so lame and some of my teachers are weirdos.
On Halloween I might be going to Shawn's house. That might be fun hopefully.
"How can I tell you that I love you when I don't really know who you are? Or maybe I'm not capable of loving, like love is too pure to inhabit such a corpse."
I'm bursting with things that I want to say to people but I cant find the words or courage to say what I mean to say. I hate not being able to say what I want to, because the things i want to say are the most important. I don't tell anyone what I really want to say. So no one ever knows how i feel. I'm so incompetent, too complex to care about. I'm so confused with my family and myself. School is so lame and some of my teachers are weirdos.
On Halloween I might be going to Shawn's house. That might be fun hopefully.
"How can I tell you that I love you when I don't really know who you are? Or maybe I'm not capable of loving, like love is too pure to inhabit such a corpse."