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alcohol
1.) makes me say stupid shit.
2.) tastes terrible when ur throwing it up
...i have a confession...i absolutely abhor the taste of alcohol...but i drink it bc it takes only 2 wine coolers and 15 minutes to make me tipsy as fuck. the end.
in less than one day my best friend will be gone and i will be alone...again. i know i'm not seriously alone but it still feels that way. i couldn't even stay bc i didn't want to stomach the idea that my backbone was departing again. it's terrifying when ur next to someone and u miss them already bc you know tomorrow they won't be there. i've missed lots of ppl and their voided space never goes away but some ppl hold a greater portion of you when they go. but anyways...it's just that fear of being abandoned and alone that gets me everytime, even though i know i won't be without that person forever. it just sucks...saying goodbye even if it's followed by "see you soon"
1.) makes me say stupid shit.
2.) tastes terrible when ur throwing it up
...i have a confession...i absolutely abhor the taste of alcohol...but i drink it bc it takes only 2 wine coolers and 15 minutes to make me tipsy as fuck. the end.
in less than one day my best friend will be gone and i will be alone...again. i know i'm not seriously alone but it still feels that way. i couldn't even stay bc i didn't want to stomach the idea that my backbone was departing again. it's terrifying when ur next to someone and u miss them already bc you know tomorrow they won't be there. i've missed lots of ppl and their voided space never goes away but some ppl hold a greater portion of you when they go. but anyways...it's just that fear of being abandoned and alone that gets me everytime, even though i know i won't be without that person forever. it just sucks...saying goodbye even if it's followed by "see you soon"