this is so fucked up

[failedsuicidex]

i cant take this anymore. i sware too god. i feel like crying or screaming. my parents never stop bitching, my dad isnt talking to me right now and all my mom can do is bitch and me about the stupidest things. and shes mad at my dad, so why the hell take it out on me!?!...and while my dads gone my moms walking around the house bangin shit and bitching. and then i try and have a conversation with my dad but he just ignores me like hes 15 again. god dammit im sick of it. i been sitting here all day, not doing anything and i still get bitched at, and then they bitch about how im always in a bad mood, or i dont talk to them, well hun maybe if you didnt keep me in this god damn house and bitch at me all the time maybe i wouldnt be the way i am...and next time they try and talk to me im going to tell them to shut the fuck up because they couldnt talk to me in the first place....whatever im so sick of it, im done...fuck it all

and then it dont help they dont let me leave, they complain how i dont leave and there the ones keepin me here and tellin me i have to stay in the house..what the hell

i miss you

peace fuckers --*Jessica