Prozac
Today I am feeling slightly better. The Prozac is working. Though I am still unsure whether, philosophically, I ought to be taking it. It has silenced not only feelings, but also some thoughts. Thougts I ought to be thinking. Punishment I ougt to be giving myself. The Prozac seems to have been effective in stopping the highs too though. I can't distinguish me from its effects. My head is all mushy. I was able to read today, for longer than I have been able to in a while, but my head still seems fuzzy. It feels as though it has emptied. And I can't see how I'll be able to return to academic pursuits. Even my writing is inferior to how it used to be. Even the last two entries are badly written. I am failing even to write down the most mundane of my thoughts with any clarity.