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Dec 14, 2008 13:00

In 24 hours I'll be on a plane for Beijing. It all feels surreal, I don't think I'm really prepared for it at all.

I've decided after I am done with cosmetology Dave and I are moving away from greensboro. There is nothing really holding me back, and nothing tying me down here. I hate it this town, its full of nothing but phonies, sluts, two faced liars. I person I used to consider a good friend really put my thinking into motion. She casted me aside and refused to ever speak to me again, and the killer is she doesn't even have the heart to tell me herself why. I had to figure it all out for myself, and lo and behold its because of a stupid guy I dated almost 5 years ago. Seriously? You think I would actually care, haha, its almost comical its so absurd! Almost, except for the fact that she really hurt my feelings. All I wanted was an explanation, nothing more, and even that was too much to ask. Now if I see her it just solidifies the notion she is as crazy, hypersensitive and two faced as everyone said.

Anyway back to my point- I'm starting over. I don't need this place and its bullshit anymore than it needs me. I'm out.
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