I got scouted for America's Next Top Model

Aug 05, 2008 11:30

does anyone watch that show anymore?

I got scouted by MTV for an for an appointment, instead of a casting call, which last all of five minutes. Here they told what to wear, how to do my hair and makeup, to bring my portfolio, a tight outfit, a bathing suit with coordinating shoes and wear different outfits for the judges, fill out another 15 page questionnaire, talk to the casting director, give them a portfolio, prance around in stupid heels, blah blah blah.

I don't know if I want to anymore. I was really super excited at first because I actually got to talk to some one on the phone, and he (being the scout for this area) said they really wanted a tattooed girl on the show for diversity.

Too bad my whole arm is a fucking copy right infringement. Yes, Disney can sue me. They said they could photoshop and cover my arm for shoots. I don't know if the guy misheard me and thought I just have a Sleeping Beauty tattoo, or if he heard me correctly when I said it goes from my fucking shoulder to my wrist. That is gonna be a lot of photoshopping and makeup, darling.

I have to make up my mind soon. The audition is on saturday at 9. Regular casting calls start at 11. Its just that after reading all the questions they ask you, and all the fine FINE print, it just seems...kind of a disappointment. There are so many restrictions and things I'm not sure if I'm comfortable with...I can't tell if I am just scared and wimping out out because I'm being a pussy, or really deep down I feel this is a bad idea. I need to be focusing on my career and building a clientele and working and making MORE money.

suggestions? feelings? I've been debating in my head and making myself crazy for a week and a half.
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