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so last night was lonely. My mom and dad were kissing and my sister and her boyfriend were kissing almost the WHOLE time. it sucked. for some of the night i went up stairs and watched TV cause they were playing this game that you play in teams. so being the odd number that i am i just went upstairs as they played. it pretty much sucked. it was pretty lonely.
so today I think i am going to the mall with anja and jess, and jess' bf in about...an hour. so that gets me out of the house again. we are gonna take pics of the both of us...mwahah..i'll try and get them on here. they are also going on myspace so if you have myspace you can check those out.
i haven't started my christams shopping...sucks.
first meet of the season is a week away...i hope i don't swim the IM...ewwwy. I want the relays. the 50 sprints...those are fun! anyway..meet starts at 5:30....anyone whose anyone better come..mwahaha. then my friends band is playing at the rec saturday so i might go check them out.
*do you ever wanna runaway, do you ever lock yourself in your room with the radio on turned up so loud, no one hears you screaming, you don't know what's it like when nothing feels alright, you don't know what its like to be like me, to be hurt, to be lost, to be left out in the dark, to be kicked when your down, feel like you've been pushed around, to be on the edge of breaking down and no ones there to save you, no you don't know what's it like, welcome to my life...*
so today I think i am going to the mall with anja and jess, and jess' bf in about...an hour. so that gets me out of the house again. we are gonna take pics of the both of us...mwahah..i'll try and get them on here. they are also going on myspace so if you have myspace you can check those out.
i haven't started my christams shopping...sucks.
first meet of the season is a week away...i hope i don't swim the IM...ewwwy. I want the relays. the 50 sprints...those are fun! anyway..meet starts at 5:30....anyone whose anyone better come..mwahaha. then my friends band is playing at the rec saturday so i might go check them out.
*do you ever wanna runaway, do you ever lock yourself in your room with the radio on turned up so loud, no one hears you screaming, you don't know what's it like when nothing feels alright, you don't know what its like to be like me, to be hurt, to be lost, to be left out in the dark, to be kicked when your down, feel like you've been pushed around, to be on the edge of breaking down and no ones there to save you, no you don't know what's it like, welcome to my life...*