WOOOOW
So it's been over 2 years since I last posted in this thing....I guess I've just been living my life. But I miss writing. Although I've found wonderful friends who I know are always there for me, I'm still not comfortable spilling my guts about what I've been through and the still vivid images and fears that are in the back of my mind. And the last person that I felt I could do that with, the one who replaced this journal as my outlet, turned out to be another wolf in sheep's clothing. Not that I've given up, because along the way I've fallen in love with life and with the people in mine. It's unreal how different I am from the person who wrote that last post 2 and a half years ago..yet here I am on a Friday night, downloading music and thinking a lot of the same thoughts I had during those hard years when I really relied on writing in here as a sort of therapy. There's way too much to say. But who else is still alive out there?