A tsubasa fan in need...

[fai_fan]

I was doing some reading today, reading my diary that is. I found a rather disturbing entry; I was at the point of suicide. As in I had a whole note and everything, but I convinced myself not to. How? I had written about wanting to know Fai's past. The thing is, it's like, in my life right now, things are going so bad for me, the only thing keeping me alive is waiting for this. Which sort of scares me, you know? I mean, heck, what if Tsubasa ends and I'm still depressed and suicidal. It's terrible, I know, to keep living just to read a story, but that's all I feel I have to live for right now.

So, in a way, thank God for Fai and his angst.