eh
Long day today. Ive been working 9 hr days so i can make up some bills and help vixy out. Im really starting to stress a lot. I dont do that too often but so many changes have just wierded me out. The guys at work and i talk all day. Ive been concerned about a lot of things. My one friend has a bad track record with girls like i do. He said they all will cheat and mess around on men if given the opportunity. i remember people from my GD unit saying the same. They also said that for many of them they would never get married if they had to do it all over again. Im just a little for a loss. I think marriage is wonderful although i was very bad at it the first time around. I learned a lot from that though and just want one girl to love the rest of my life. I dont need a billion girls and i dont need to be chased by them. I just want one. Ill stay loyal to her forever if she does the same for me. I dont get this world anymore, doesnt anyone care about another persons feelings? Is it worth losing your relationship over a little side fun? Not for this boy. Convos like that just get me down. I wish my family would have more faith in vixy too they all think shes gonna mess up and run off on me. I hope she proves them wrong. Im looking at our future and hoping all works out.