oh well what can ya do
uneventful weekend. I went to my dads to work on his garage. Tomarrow im gonna make a trip up to reading.
Hammy came by tonight after the hockey game. He told me he had talked to 5 other people in the 6th that were leaving. Many reasons were brought up but mainly he said cause of me. He says that people dont like the me and vix thing. They think im a meiser who makes them do things they dont wanna do. He said these people are sick of the group, the excessive drinking the girls in camp ect ect.... So i guess i forced everyone to vote on the Jerusalem mills event that vix is heading up. Makes no sence, i'm sick of it. I need new friends as i guess they were never my true friends anyway. WW2 i'll continue to do cause it has good people in it. If i do CW it will be as civilian. I hope my leaving makes the others stay. I dont wanna do a hobby or be apart of a group that doesnt like or respect me. I feel ive been fair for years with this group, ive done all i can. I dont understand why many have turned on me. I guess i am a dick i dunno. I'm gonna go into a period of isolationism. Im only gonna communicate with people i know love me. Winter brings so much crap but im too old for this every year. I'll call Z tomarrow and discuss things but if i leave it will be for good. I'll remain "cool" with everyone but not hang out with the unit anymore. Life always changes and i guess im at that point where mine is now. Friends should be happy when thier friends are happy. I didnt know me having feelings for vix hurt them so much. Sorry if i im happy!!! i'll work more on being alone and miserable so everyone feels better.
Hammy came by tonight after the hockey game. He told me he had talked to 5 other people in the 6th that were leaving. Many reasons were brought up but mainly he said cause of me. He says that people dont like the me and vix thing. They think im a meiser who makes them do things they dont wanna do. He said these people are sick of the group, the excessive drinking the girls in camp ect ect.... So i guess i forced everyone to vote on the Jerusalem mills event that vix is heading up. Makes no sence, i'm sick of it. I need new friends as i guess they were never my true friends anyway. WW2 i'll continue to do cause it has good people in it. If i do CW it will be as civilian. I hope my leaving makes the others stay. I dont wanna do a hobby or be apart of a group that doesnt like or respect me. I feel ive been fair for years with this group, ive done all i can. I dont understand why many have turned on me. I guess i am a dick i dunno. I'm gonna go into a period of isolationism. Im only gonna communicate with people i know love me. Winter brings so much crap but im too old for this every year. I'll call Z tomarrow and discuss things but if i leave it will be for good. I'll remain "cool" with everyone but not hang out with the unit anymore. Life always changes and i guess im at that point where mine is now. Friends should be happy when thier friends are happy. I didnt know me having feelings for vix hurt them so much. Sorry if i im happy!!! i'll work more on being alone and miserable so everyone feels better.