why?!?

[fah_q_love]

God, why does life have to be so fucking hard? why are you making Allen fall for me and have me have to tell him that i wont go out with him?!? *frustrated sigh* life sucks and i wish i were dead.

Cant i just die? why is even death so fucking complicated?

~Autopsy song~ Otep~

Open wide, look inside
At my autopsy

I feel like A woman
I feel like I care
I feel like I shouldn't
I feel like a child Of despair
I feel like It's over
I feel like it's coming
After me
I feel like It's closer
I feel like this is all I'll ever be
I feel like A failure
I feel like a hungry
Parasite
I feel like A razor
I feel like a prayer Lost in flight
I feel like I'm hopeless

I'm afraid I'm a slave, I'm weak and average

I feel like A hammer
I feel like A nail
I feel like I'm guilty
I feel like the wrist that it impales
I feel like A butcher
I feel like I'm being deceived
I feel like a beautiful loser
I feel like all you sheep
Are laughing at me

I feel like a complete waste of time
I feel I'm Transparent
I feel like I can't
Escape my mind

thats entirly how i feel now. i cant help it... i wish i werent but i cant help but cry right now... cant someone just say that things will be alright cuse im too tired to say it myself...