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Mar 24, 2007 03:04

for god sakes. why is it so hard to make decisions now a days? things used to be so much easier when I was younger. money never used to be an issue. but now, what the fuck. Every week it's something new. but I am finally putting money towards something I want. And it will be worth it. for sure.

So, musicly, I am getting real antsy, and real excitted. July 30th through August 10th, we will be recording down in Cape Cod beside the Ocean in a 7 room house. Thanks to Drew's grandma.

My brother and I's moving date keeps changing. It was looking to be next weekend, but Andy hasn't found a place yet, that he can afford. I had a simular issue when my plans changed at last minute, and I was going to end up living at a friend's house and spliting rent with him. That may still happen, but money and the band's progression will decide what I do in June when we move for sure. More thought will be put into living arrangements from now until then.

My head has been all over the place. Not really knowing whats going on, lost motivation, again. today I finally had a moment to step back, breathe, and access myself. I was disgusted by the half empty glasses beside my bed in my room, and the junk mail on the counter.

It's now Saturday. I think I'll spend the day stuffing my face. Because I've lost weight.
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