You Wanna Know Who I Really Am? Yea So Do I...
look at me writing every day... i'm proud of myself...but then again, maybe its not a good thing that i have a lot to say...
so last night was so much fun... BFS did awsum! and i LOVE matt for shouting me out "this one goes out to the Valenti girls... all 47 of them... with the combined height of 9 feet" haha I HEART YOU!
altho, i did recieve some news i didn't want to hear last night... but o well, live and let live eh?
o and on the way home... i heard this line.. and its my new favorite "you wanna know who i really am? yea so do i" ugh, hits me at so many different levels....
u kno what the worst is? the worst is when u find out that some one u cared about really just didn't care about you.... its like a stab right in the heart ya kno? its like some one who was a big part of your life, you find out thought nothing of you and you really meant nothing to them... that BLOWS! then its like.... idk... what do u do then? i don't even know what i'm suposed to think... let alone what i'm suposed to do. it just hurts.... if any one has answers... please let me know.... ya kno what else isn't cool? when some one else tells you something that u wished some one else said... did that make sense? like ok, how about this, i tell you "wow i love that shirt" but the one person you brought that shirt for, the one person who u wanted to notice- didn't notice... and even tho i did, its not the same.... thats what i mean... i wanted just this one person to care, this one person to notice me and be like "wow" and say all these things. but he didn't.... and then some one else did say those things.... and now i'm confused... i'm sorry....
so last night was so much fun... BFS did awsum! and i LOVE matt for shouting me out "this one goes out to the Valenti girls... all 47 of them... with the combined height of 9 feet" haha I HEART YOU!
altho, i did recieve some news i didn't want to hear last night... but o well, live and let live eh?
o and on the way home... i heard this line.. and its my new favorite "you wanna know who i really am? yea so do i" ugh, hits me at so many different levels....
u kno what the worst is? the worst is when u find out that some one u cared about really just didn't care about you.... its like a stab right in the heart ya kno? its like some one who was a big part of your life, you find out thought nothing of you and you really meant nothing to them... that BLOWS! then its like.... idk... what do u do then? i don't even know what i'm suposed to think... let alone what i'm suposed to do. it just hurts.... if any one has answers... please let me know.... ya kno what else isn't cool? when some one else tells you something that u wished some one else said... did that make sense? like ok, how about this, i tell you "wow i love that shirt" but the one person you brought that shirt for, the one person who u wanted to notice- didn't notice... and even tho i did, its not the same.... thats what i mean... i wanted just this one person to care, this one person to notice me and be like "wow" and say all these things. but he didn't.... and then some one else did say those things.... and now i'm confused... i'm sorry....