Apr 30, 2009 22:09
I hate being so pissed and jealous.
Especially when I know nothing will happen, just fuck.
April tries so hard and annoys the fuck out of me with them half the time now. Them being Jon, Ethan and Sean. Just fucking ugh.
I really want to go to a psychiatrist, I feel like chemical help is the only way I can start my cycle of being okay with myself and everything else.