the buttery blues

[faggotwithalj]

My work gave out  the christmas bonus today, gift cards to my own fucking store, how fucking pointless, I steal everything I want  from there anyway, I wonder if I can sell it on eBay? They used to give certificates to the grocery store next door that would give you cash back after you bought it, but now this is what we get, bullshit. I just finished a 10 hour shift, I got off at 11pm, that hasn't happened since the movie theater, but at least I'll get overtime. Just sucks cuz I have to be there again tomorrow at 1. I'm kinda tired of this, I wasted my summer working, now I'm wasting my winter break working.... Spring break, I'm gonna ask for it off, I mean I'll turn 21 during my spring break anyway fuck it. Everyone is out of town that I know, except work people and I just spent 10 hours with them and they gotta be there at 6 in the morning. There's a lot I know I need to do, but I'm forgetting right now. I may be rich, but it's lonely. My body aches. My hands are all fucked up from folding so many damn boxes, seriously so many little paper cuts and knicks, and they're dry and dirty. I'm excited for my week off though, and New Years... I won't be around, I'm so excited to get out and relax. This winter break blows so far. Well I guess I don't have much more to complain about. oh well maybe I could go on about how fucking cold my house is, but I'll save that for later, i'm sure you get the picture.

life is good
jitterbug perfume, ween ring tones, silver dollar, caish in california, lots of colors, anticipating (that can be both good and bad)

need to wash the blood and dust off of me. a las medionoche me ducho