Nov 06, 2005 22:57
Jonathan called again tonight. I was half sleep answering the phone, in hope that it was someone else. I heard his voice, and I said "shit." Something came over me. He began to talk, and ask me questions.. and I answered. I made a point not to ask anything about him, and I guess that made him mad. The trap; he fell into it and I started to rip him a new asshole. I can't stand bitches! Especially bitches who know they're in the wrong. Then it's time to switch the subject. I let him, but he knows I'm not finished, but I don't think he'll call again.
I can say I don't care, but I'm not bothered at all. I had to ask him, "What do you expect from me in all honesty? What do you expect me to say to someone that didn't have the decency to properly say goodbye?" I wasn't mad.. just curious. Wondering why you want to hear my voice, and why in the hell do you still feel like you can call my God damn phone? And yes I did say GOD DAMN! If you could only see my face.
Nigga's be smoking that good. I want some of that shit, but they got life fucked all the way up!! It's a new day, and I've changed. I'm too strong, and muhfucka's ain't ready!!