no one is true, and nothing is real
well finals were pretty easy today, i only had to take one tho. i dropped outta deca, ms laws a bitch and ive had enough. how is she gonna say that u should quit ur job to go to one freckin meeting? ha shes so dumb..so yea stephanie had towork today and 11 right after school so she couldnt go to teh meeting, which means she got kicked outta deca, to go to states which means im stuck with a 30 page paper that is due in 2 weeks, ha no im sorry but im not even doin it..screw it. Tarra didnt go to the meeting, and i know a few otehrs, and if they get to go to states then im gonna be pissed! but i came home, watched a movie and slept. tarra came over to get some biology notes thati typed. then i finished my american history packet, i got one more sheet to do tho from wehn i was absent. my moms not letting me go to softball camp, ehh i dont really care tho cuz shes still gona let me join the team, if i make it taht is.
few updates..
talked to april last night, it kinda lead to no where. nothing is true with her, we both know that. its like why hold onto something that jsut isent there ya kno? i unno im to the point to that i dont care..do what u want, say what u will..its not going to change me, my thoughts, or my strength.
Its truly amazing when two strangers become best friends.
But its something else when two best friends become strangers
hey bran, like them nights that we just sit there and cry, or we get so pissed we just start laughing at it?? i mean really..i dont think that i have ever gotten so close to someone soo fast. lol and to think taht we wanted to kill eachother just a few months ago. lol i love all the insiders and the memories taht we have already, and im sure taht there will be more to come.
For all the tears that we both cried
For all the crazy stuff that we've tried
This friendship doesn't have an end.
You'll always remain my best friend.
pat has been just about hte only person that i have depended on..and its like..ive grown from taht and its like i dont need anyone anymore, and im probably just not thinking right or somethin, but a few weeks ago we didnt talk at all..and i wasent fine, but i was how i would normally be about it. he promised me to call me 2 times a day, so i hope we start to get back what we once had. big thanks to him for being there.
Without even realizing it,
you taught me a lot of things,
not only about life, but about what true friendships can be like.
Please do me a favor and never give up...
not on yourself, not on other people,
on your dreams... on anything
me and tarra havent been talking to much? i unno im just gonna let her do her thing for a while and let her get settled in with this new lifestyle taht shes choosing. she came over today but only for a few..
When you are around someone so much,
for so long, they become a part of you,
and when they change or go away,
you don't know who you are without them
few updates..
talked to april last night, it kinda lead to no where. nothing is true with her, we both know that. its like why hold onto something that jsut isent there ya kno? i unno im to the point to that i dont care..do what u want, say what u will..its not going to change me, my thoughts, or my strength.
Its truly amazing when two strangers become best friends.
But its something else when two best friends become strangers
hey bran, like them nights that we just sit there and cry, or we get so pissed we just start laughing at it?? i mean really..i dont think that i have ever gotten so close to someone soo fast. lol and to think taht we wanted to kill eachother just a few months ago. lol i love all the insiders and the memories taht we have already, and im sure taht there will be more to come.
For all the tears that we both cried
For all the crazy stuff that we've tried
This friendship doesn't have an end.
You'll always remain my best friend.
pat has been just about hte only person that i have depended on..and its like..ive grown from taht and its like i dont need anyone anymore, and im probably just not thinking right or somethin, but a few weeks ago we didnt talk at all..and i wasent fine, but i was how i would normally be about it. he promised me to call me 2 times a day, so i hope we start to get back what we once had. big thanks to him for being there.
Without even realizing it,
you taught me a lot of things,
not only about life, but about what true friendships can be like.
Please do me a favor and never give up...
not on yourself, not on other people,
on your dreams... on anything
me and tarra havent been talking to much? i unno im just gonna let her do her thing for a while and let her get settled in with this new lifestyle taht shes choosing. she came over today but only for a few..
When you are around someone so much,
for so long, they become a part of you,
and when they change or go away,
you don't know who you are without them