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He's so amazing. I'm so glad I asked him out. Thank you Destiny for your encouragement. Thank you everyone else for telling me I shouldnt. I never listen to the majority. I painted 2 pictures for him to see. I hope he likes them. I owe him for that clay figure dude he made me last year and that amazing drawing of the purple rose. And pretty much everything else. There's such a big difference to this year's half of our relationship. It's great. For once, I feel like I've changed for the better and someone actually appreciates that. Last night we were on the phone again and he was drunk. His mother was throwing a party at his house. So I decided to 'virtually' join him and found a bottle of whiskey at my house. Oh it was pretty sweet. And actually, I haven't gotten that messed up in a while. Since we're both grounded, we were supposed to sneak out to meet up but the party interfered with the whole idea of his mother leaving the house so tonight, or technically tomorrow morning we're meeting up half way. It's pretty insane because it's a school night and he lives across fucking town. I realllllly hope this will work out. My major challenge is getting my dog not to bark. He's been known to do that whenever I try sneaking out. Stupid dog. I still can't believe what a huge risk I'm taking. But ah it might be so very worth it. It's been a while since I wrote a journal entry this long. Hm. But anyways, after a few hours the hangover caught up to us and -Me: Ugh I feel like puking. -Kevin: If I was there I'd hold your hair back while you vomitted. -Me: How romantic.- Hah. Pretty good stuff. My mom found my pj pants and they were wet because I spilled some whiskey and moutain dew on them BUT I couldnt tell her that so I told her I peed. HAHA. Now she thinks something's wrong with me. Yeah, she's suspecting something. Fuck tonights mission will be harder than ever but -Kevin: I swear, I'm seeing you even if I have to tackle my mom to the ground just to get out of the house. -Me: Yeah I'm with you all the way. -Kevin: Hahah that'd be so cool if i saw you tackle your mom. -Me: Pfft. Dork. -Kevin: Hah I dont know why, it just would be.- Hahh fuckass. Wish me luck with tonight. I'll need it tonight most. Really. It's harder than it sounds.