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For the past few months many of our entries on lj has been about melancholic thoughts about leaving high school, how we may never see each other again, and all that kind of crap. But earlier I was thinking yeah I care about all those stuff too but I really care about is what the hell is going to happen to me for the next eight years of my college life. I mean you hear all of these things about how people struggle and things like that, and you don’t know that you may be one of those people too. People always say that college is fun, yes I know that part but it can only be fun if you are keeping up with what you are suppose to do and KNOW what the hell you’re doing. Knowing me, a person that is not a big fan of school, when I think that I need to spend 8 more years in school, just to be able to make a “good” living that scares me to death. Today in IR, while we were doing “work” we got to talking saying you know… “WTF we in school for?” because you get all this education, then you work your ass off from what you learned and after that, what’s next---yup, you guessed it-DEATH. I know that that sounds so awful, but wth can we do? ...it’s the truth. My motto-“you live, you learn and you die” or like risty said, “…if you’re lucky you get to crack a few good jokes in between.” All I know is that for the next 8 years that I will be in school, I know that im going to have to give it my all like I have done for the past 12 y ears…well minus this year (lol) and no matter what im gonna have to focus and just do what I gotta do, and off course have fun while doing so… anyway good luck to all you guys and don’t be as scared (dont get me wrong here---im EXCITED as hell also) as me of this world that we are about to enter, because I realized that it will get me nowhere and I have to suck it up and just be, you know… well my loves thas about it for now…see ya’ll later, peAce!