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Today, I ran.
I walked mostly, and coughed big globs of illness from my lungs, but.. I sprinted when I wasn't doing those other things.
Running feels different since I joined the gym. Wishing I still had the endurance I once had, but enjoying this floating, freeing, speedy feeling. It feels like fleeing in the best way possible.
I'm listening and trying to follow someone else's plan. I am sabotaging myself the whole way through and I see that.
but today.. there were moments where I lost myself.. I was something else.. something faster, sleeker, and better than myself.
I walked mostly, and coughed big globs of illness from my lungs, but.. I sprinted when I wasn't doing those other things.
Running feels different since I joined the gym. Wishing I still had the endurance I once had, but enjoying this floating, freeing, speedy feeling. It feels like fleeing in the best way possible.
I'm listening and trying to follow someone else's plan. I am sabotaging myself the whole way through and I see that.
but today.. there were moments where I lost myself.. I was something else.. something faster, sleeker, and better than myself.