Still reading back into all the crazy shit I've done and been through. This particular night was one of those shining times that stick out in my mind, when I allowed myself to luxuriate in sweet abandon. It wasn't just about getting drunk (then laid), but accepting the freedom to do so. It was the ability to say "fuck it" and celebrate, knowing ( Read more... )

Reading old entries to kill time and see where my head was at. There are any number of cliches that I could go into about the changes that occur in such short periods of time, how there are things I have lost and gained and how I feel about them. What strikes me today that I didn't really think about at the time is the strange branching tree of ( Read more... )

It's now looking like my moving window has been pushed up to the end of February. Lots of reasons. Mostly it's a matter of financial pros and cons. Much as I'd like it to be purely about wanting to be with Topher, I'm simply not that much of a romantic. The whole premise of staying here until June was that I'd be saving money for the trip and ( Read more... )