Silly Putty Paradigm

Mar 18, 2005 08:20

Ok, so now we rejoice- there will be no divorce, we are going to work everything out. No problem? Sure, if one can shake off the whiplash of your entire canvas being drowned in bleach, put in the mindframe of having to re-route your life, and then just as suddenly; it was all an illusion, and any change has been merely cosmetic.
My grip on reality is NOT that strong in the first place. Am I happy? Yes. But this has been a most severe object lesson in not allowing yourself to become attached to anything/body. Which begs the harrowing question: What the hell really matters?
* (yes, this is an open call to all armchair psychologists.)
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