Musings - Long One
Some interesting musing occurred to me yesterday...
I’ve always been a pacifist; total aversion to ‘large’ negative emotions such as anger, criticism, hate, bigotry, etc. My parents criticized my socio/political from the moment I formed them. I was a “hippie”, “bleeding heart liberal”, “a maggot”, as was any one else who held the same beliefs.
I was always uncomfortable with the Christian world. Some of it didn’t make sense. Much of it dealt with war, fighting, rage. Yet, Jesus was also a pacifist. It just didn’t ‘compute’ for me, but I attended and raised my children within it because I knew nothing else that offered them a ‘basis’ on which to create their mores and values.
Nature has always been something ‘intimate’ to me. I love camping - not at campgrounds, but in the woods. I do have trouble with heat and intense sunlight, but I dearly love the mountains, forests and such. I can feel the most at home and comfortable outdoors.
I’m not comfortable in large crowds, especially if they are noisy.
I am comfortable being alone. I love the quiet, though I may fill it occasionally with music.
Dave always called me “his Peace”.
My sister calls me a “Peace-nik”
I’ve had ‘visions’ of myself helping and guiding spiritually
The ‘High Priestess” card comes up in every Tarot reading in the ”me” spot.
Mawu says I am meant to be a deliverer of messages; offering comfort with the messages. That I have been in a time of sort of withdrawing my ‘feelings’, but I am coming out of that. As I come out, apparently, as my ‘spiritual sun begins to shine’, someone (presumably a man) who is attracted to that light will come into my life in a romantic way.
At the message circle last night, I received 5 readings which all pertained dead-on to my spiritual life.
• I have a peaceful, calm energy. I need to ground in that energy. The bad things are in the past. It’s time to enjoy life and the peacefulness. As I do, that peacefulness will extend to others and be of great help to them. There are only ‘small bumps’ ahead now and then, nothing major. This reading ended with her saying, “God bless you for all the people you will help.”
• The spirits of small children and puppies and animals are around my feet. I have healing, loving energies. Learning Reiki is recommended. But don’t worry about the ‘levels’ so much. Just allow it to flow and it will. I am very psychic. I will have more grandchildren.
• A large, powerful angel is standing behind me (Daniel?). He/she aids in protecting me. There is a young woman angel, also, who will leading me to spiritual knowledge. (The angel I met in the meditation Lily did last week?) There is a coiled snake = symbol of spiritual knowledge= spiral. Open myself to the angels and guide in order to gain the knowledge. Do more work with them.
• There is someone who is putting a drain on me unnecessarily (we know who this is). I need to spend more time meditating with white or pink light to manifest a ‘smoother’ life.
• I have a very powerful mind. I need to be very careful with the energies I send out in rituals and meditations and spells that I do so with a pure heart and mind, watch the ego carefully. Work with and concentrate on INTENT.
Peace comes up an awful lot for me.
Giving of my energies in a helpful way comes up an awful lot for me.
It’s clear that I have a good bit of protection around me.
I still need to get Rusty’s needs to stop being mine.
I need to do more work with guides, angels, meditation and focus.
I’ve always been a pacifist; total aversion to ‘large’ negative emotions such as anger, criticism, hate, bigotry, etc. My parents criticized my socio/political from the moment I formed them. I was a “hippie”, “bleeding heart liberal”, “a maggot”, as was any one else who held the same beliefs.
I was always uncomfortable with the Christian world. Some of it didn’t make sense. Much of it dealt with war, fighting, rage. Yet, Jesus was also a pacifist. It just didn’t ‘compute’ for me, but I attended and raised my children within it because I knew nothing else that offered them a ‘basis’ on which to create their mores and values.
Nature has always been something ‘intimate’ to me. I love camping - not at campgrounds, but in the woods. I do have trouble with heat and intense sunlight, but I dearly love the mountains, forests and such. I can feel the most at home and comfortable outdoors.
I’m not comfortable in large crowds, especially if they are noisy.
I am comfortable being alone. I love the quiet, though I may fill it occasionally with music.
Dave always called me “his Peace”.
My sister calls me a “Peace-nik”
I’ve had ‘visions’ of myself helping and guiding spiritually
The ‘High Priestess” card comes up in every Tarot reading in the ”me” spot.
Mawu says I am meant to be a deliverer of messages; offering comfort with the messages. That I have been in a time of sort of withdrawing my ‘feelings’, but I am coming out of that. As I come out, apparently, as my ‘spiritual sun begins to shine’, someone (presumably a man) who is attracted to that light will come into my life in a romantic way.
At the message circle last night, I received 5 readings which all pertained dead-on to my spiritual life.
• I have a peaceful, calm energy. I need to ground in that energy. The bad things are in the past. It’s time to enjoy life and the peacefulness. As I do, that peacefulness will extend to others and be of great help to them. There are only ‘small bumps’ ahead now and then, nothing major. This reading ended with her saying, “God bless you for all the people you will help.”
• The spirits of small children and puppies and animals are around my feet. I have healing, loving energies. Learning Reiki is recommended. But don’t worry about the ‘levels’ so much. Just allow it to flow and it will. I am very psychic. I will have more grandchildren.
• A large, powerful angel is standing behind me (Daniel?). He/she aids in protecting me. There is a young woman angel, also, who will leading me to spiritual knowledge. (The angel I met in the meditation Lily did last week?) There is a coiled snake = symbol of spiritual knowledge= spiral. Open myself to the angels and guide in order to gain the knowledge. Do more work with them.
• There is someone who is putting a drain on me unnecessarily (we know who this is). I need to spend more time meditating with white or pink light to manifest a ‘smoother’ life.
• I have a very powerful mind. I need to be very careful with the energies I send out in rituals and meditations and spells that I do so with a pure heart and mind, watch the ego carefully. Work with and concentrate on INTENT.
Peace comes up an awful lot for me.
Giving of my energies in a helpful way comes up an awful lot for me.
It’s clear that I have a good bit of protection around me.
I still need to get Rusty’s needs to stop being mine.
I need to do more work with guides, angels, meditation and focus.