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[faerykat]

I am NOT okay.  This is the first time in my life I have purposely gotten drunk because I was so upset.  (And, fuck that, only the second time in my life I have ever gotten drunk.)

I don't know how to make this better.  I don't want to be me anymore.  I'm pretty sure I don't want to BE, at all.  I want to go away.

I'm sorry.

Happy birthday, Mark.  I forgot to call you yesterday.  I'm sorry.