home
So, it finally happened.
I had a dream last night about the Norton Road estate, and in that dream my parents and I had moved back there. All our stuff was on the bottom floor. On the top floor, all the other people's stuff was there, cause they hadn't moved it out yet for some reason.
While we lived in the Bellingham estate, this is the point where I would be very upset that we weren't at NA anymore. In this dream, I went upstairs with my friends (I can't remember which ones specifically or if they were even people I know in real life.. not that it matters) and we went into my parents' room. It was exactly the same, except the carpet was a disgusting shade of green. We went down the hall to my old room. The pink carpet was there, that I used to have. And someone commented on it and I said "It's been there since 1986". Which was the year we moved in (except I realized after I woke up that we actually moved in 1987).
Then I started panicking, that my parents and I lived in NA and not in this house. It was so weird. In the other house I would wake up upset because we weren't there anymore. In this house I was scared that we actually did move back to NA and we left this house.
For the first time since North Attleboro, I finally feel like I'm home.
Oh, and this morning, I woke up to snow. I've been waiting since like mid October for it to snow, and the morning that I feel like I'm home, it's snowing. :) Oh, and tonight, my mom and I are watching LOTR. :) :) :)
I had a dream last night about the Norton Road estate, and in that dream my parents and I had moved back there. All our stuff was on the bottom floor. On the top floor, all the other people's stuff was there, cause they hadn't moved it out yet for some reason.
While we lived in the Bellingham estate, this is the point where I would be very upset that we weren't at NA anymore. In this dream, I went upstairs with my friends (I can't remember which ones specifically or if they were even people I know in real life.. not that it matters) and we went into my parents' room. It was exactly the same, except the carpet was a disgusting shade of green. We went down the hall to my old room. The pink carpet was there, that I used to have. And someone commented on it and I said "It's been there since 1986". Which was the year we moved in (except I realized after I woke up that we actually moved in 1987).
Then I started panicking, that my parents and I lived in NA and not in this house. It was so weird. In the other house I would wake up upset because we weren't there anymore. In this house I was scared that we actually did move back to NA and we left this house.
For the first time since North Attleboro, I finally feel like I'm home.
Oh, and this morning, I woke up to snow. I've been waiting since like mid October for it to snow, and the morning that I feel like I'm home, it's snowing. :) Oh, and tonight, my mom and I are watching LOTR. :) :) :)