Fucking people
I hate life, I honestly do. Nothing ever ever seems to go right, and I try my hardest to control it, but it never works, so I give the fuck up.
Yes I am rude, a bitch, mean, hateful, ignorant. I am me, and people better get used to it because I am not changing for anyone. I was nice for awhile, and it got me nowhere. I actually didn't even really like the person I was before. I'd let shit bother me, and do nothing about it. I would sit and look at myself, and wonder what the hell happened. Why was I letting people walk all over me? I was a sucker then, and I refuse to be anymore.
So if you piss me off, you'll know it. I can hold a grudge like no one else in this world. I can't just quit being mad all because someone says they are sorry. Sorry doesn't fix the hell that I was put through for the last 2 months. Sorry might work for some people, but it sure as hell doesn't work for me. I am sick of having to deal with all this shit. Its stupid. There are enough problems in my life, I don't need this added to it.
I love my friends, they are like my family, without them, I would be nothing. But if it takes avoiding them to either make people happy, or to stop all the damn bitching, then so be it. I went without friends for a long time, I can do it again.
I am stubborn, and very set in my ways. Maybe that is a bad thing, maybe its good, I don't know. Reasoning with me doesn't work, because I always have the last word. Fighting with me won't work, because I always win. The people get pissed off and give up, so there...I win.
When people can quit acting all psycho and stupid, then things may change, but not until then. And I don't see things changing anytime soon, so I should have nothing more to worry about.
Well I'm gonna help my mom with dinner instead of sitting on this stupid thing getting more pissed off by the minute.
Yes I am rude, a bitch, mean, hateful, ignorant. I am me, and people better get used to it because I am not changing for anyone. I was nice for awhile, and it got me nowhere. I actually didn't even really like the person I was before. I'd let shit bother me, and do nothing about it. I would sit and look at myself, and wonder what the hell happened. Why was I letting people walk all over me? I was a sucker then, and I refuse to be anymore.
So if you piss me off, you'll know it. I can hold a grudge like no one else in this world. I can't just quit being mad all because someone says they are sorry. Sorry doesn't fix the hell that I was put through for the last 2 months. Sorry might work for some people, but it sure as hell doesn't work for me. I am sick of having to deal with all this shit. Its stupid. There are enough problems in my life, I don't need this added to it.
I love my friends, they are like my family, without them, I would be nothing. But if it takes avoiding them to either make people happy, or to stop all the damn bitching, then so be it. I went without friends for a long time, I can do it again.
I am stubborn, and very set in my ways. Maybe that is a bad thing, maybe its good, I don't know. Reasoning with me doesn't work, because I always have the last word. Fighting with me won't work, because I always win. The people get pissed off and give up, so there...I win.
When people can quit acting all psycho and stupid, then things may change, but not until then. And I don't see things changing anytime soon, so I should have nothing more to worry about.
Well I'm gonna help my mom with dinner instead of sitting on this stupid thing getting more pissed off by the minute.