Aug 17, 2006 22:12
last satuday i did what i thought i would never do. i went through with the procedure and while i feel relieved that its all over i feel really bad about the life that was taken due to this whole thing. i always told myself that i would never do it but i guess despreate times call for desperate measures.
my aunt who was supposed to be back tomorrow still wont be back for another week which i found out tonight. my new mission is to go job hunting tomorrow because i dont see a way of saving my job at wal mart. and trying to find a babysitter for that many days is going to be an impossible task. i need to find a job that is closer to where i am staying anyway because of the car issue.
the distubing news of the day is hearing about the charges that were put on some people that i was staying with a few months ago. i knew that they weren't all there in the head all the time but i heard today that they were charged with trying to hire a hit man to kill someone. upon reading into the story on it its definitly true and they face up to life in prison. i put my child in their care a few months ago and i trusted these people. i am so pissed off at myself that i didnt listen to people who told me to watch out because they were bad news. and it also looks that i am not going to get that forty dollars that she owes me back hehe. sorry i shouldn't be making jokes about this.