Apr 23, 2006 02:17
ok, so i have a HUGE dilema. and i know karma is a fucking bitch and it's gonna bite me hardcore in the ass.... but i can't control myself.
WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO????????
so far...
2 said no
2 said yes
...and many have no idea what's going on.
i know i'm gonna end up doing the wrong thing..... because i'm stupid... but... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH this isn't fair.
.......i know what i want, what i really want.... but that's gonna take time.
...a lot of time.
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK ME THIS SHIT FUCKING SUCKS SO BAD.
i need to go smoke a bowl... maybe i'll be able to decide after that. fuck. goodnight.
p.s. i'm still happy though... i'm glad that this is thje least of my worries :)