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I don't know what it is... but everyone is losing their fucking minds. Maybe it's b/c everyones nervous about college... but that's no excuse to treat your friends like shit, and then blame them and start a "fight" with them... without telling them. I hate people, I really do. I need to get away from everyone. Why do people have to change so suddenly? I know change is inevitable... but it always seems like someone changes for the worst, out of the fucking blue. And lately people have just been so annoying, that I'd rather be alone. Is it pathetic that I have more fun when I'm alone than when I'm with people? I use to hate being alone, now I prefer it. Things are much better in my imaginary world than this real one. People aren't such assholes in my world. People fucking care in my world.