Oh no! It's a scary tree!
I'm worn out. It's been a long day, at least it seems like it has. Actually all I ended up doing was going to meet Rob for lunch at Jason's Deli and then going to see the movie "The Happening". It was below average...the idea was interesting but still....blah. I think it was only that way because I had things figured out after the first five mintues. I kept waiting for it to be something else, but no it was exactly what I turned to Rob and said it was in the first few minutes. Not that I would blame them if they did, I'd kill us to. We've lost our respect for everything but ourselves and we are pretty ruthless when it comes to "progress".
After crazy movie we stopped at CamiCakes for cupcakes ^_^ Yum!! I got a strawberries and cream one and a Lemon drop one and Rob got two Chocolate on Chocolate ones. Back home Rob went to bed and I ate cupcakes, chips and deviled eggs. It was totally emotional eatting and I was like What the Hell, stop it already! So with an overly full belly I watched part of Paprika and started to fall asleep. I tired to stay in bed with Rob but he was sweating pretty bad and it was icky. Since I couldn't get comfortable I went in and crashed on the couch in the game room, much to Sables distress. I moved him twice to lay down and he sat on the arm above my head for a bit and kept yawning and staring. I think he was hoping I would change my mind and move off his napping spot.
I didn't get anything on my list done, I just crashed right now for about three hours. I woke up a bit sweaty myself and thirsty. I'm probably heading back to bed pretty soon, I feel just wiped out today.
I cried AGAIN this morning...stupid stupid hormones. I just hope I didn't muck things up too badly with the BFF. It seems that instead of focusing on my husband this time, which I was prepared for, the focus has picked her out. Now that I know I'm taking steps to back the fuck away from those emotions since I know they aren't all mine. Most of it is hormonal bullshit and I know it.
Hopefully tomorrow will be more productive.
After crazy movie we stopped at CamiCakes for cupcakes ^_^ Yum!! I got a strawberries and cream one and a Lemon drop one and Rob got two Chocolate on Chocolate ones. Back home Rob went to bed and I ate cupcakes, chips and deviled eggs. It was totally emotional eatting and I was like What the Hell, stop it already! So with an overly full belly I watched part of Paprika and started to fall asleep. I tired to stay in bed with Rob but he was sweating pretty bad and it was icky. Since I couldn't get comfortable I went in and crashed on the couch in the game room, much to Sables distress. I moved him twice to lay down and he sat on the arm above my head for a bit and kept yawning and staring. I think he was hoping I would change my mind and move off his napping spot.
I didn't get anything on my list done, I just crashed right now for about three hours. I woke up a bit sweaty myself and thirsty. I'm probably heading back to bed pretty soon, I feel just wiped out today.
I cried AGAIN this morning...stupid stupid hormones. I just hope I didn't muck things up too badly with the BFF. It seems that instead of focusing on my husband this time, which I was prepared for, the focus has picked her out. Now that I know I'm taking steps to back the fuck away from those emotions since I know they aren't all mine. Most of it is hormonal bullshit and I know it.
Hopefully tomorrow will be more productive.