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Alright, so i've figured ito ut, i'm actually for once officially over Aaron...like..for real. Ya know howi k now, this is how i know: The other day i got an e-mail from him, and it said 'Hey, i really wanna talk to you, if you dont wanna thats cool but please give me a call.' He then proceeded to list his numbers and such. Then i got online and he started talking to me. What he essentially said was that he missed me being in his life, and that he wanted to start talking to me again and stuff. This is the cool part....wait for it....wait for it....okay here ya go: My first thought wasn't "Yay, now how do I break up with Doyle." it was "Crap, i hope he just means as friends, cause i'm happy with Doyle." How cool is that...in a weird me kinda way... Anyways, i talked to him a little bit and we decided that being friends would be cool, and all that, but it would be best that we take things all cautious like and stuff.
Alright, now thats the cool part, here's the tricky part. Aaron says he still loves me, which i don't doubt he means, but how do i tell him that i can't love him anymore??? He says that friends would be cool, and that he just wants me in his life...but if you loved someone...would it be better to have everything, or just take what you can get??? I still love Aaron, but not quite in that way anymore... I realized that that's part of my past i can't go back to, and now i'm not sure i would. I still want to be Aaron's friend though, cause he's a completely awesome person, but how do i tell him that?
My other dilemma: how do i tell Doyle if Aaron and i decide to stay friends??? I guess i can cross that bridge when i come to it though, so yeah. Any advice is welcome...yup...laters
Alright, now thats the cool part, here's the tricky part. Aaron says he still loves me, which i don't doubt he means, but how do i tell him that i can't love him anymore??? He says that friends would be cool, and that he just wants me in his life...but if you loved someone...would it be better to have everything, or just take what you can get??? I still love Aaron, but not quite in that way anymore... I realized that that's part of my past i can't go back to, and now i'm not sure i would. I still want to be Aaron's friend though, cause he's a completely awesome person, but how do i tell him that?
My other dilemma: how do i tell Doyle if Aaron and i decide to stay friends??? I guess i can cross that bridge when i come to it though, so yeah. Any advice is welcome...yup...laters