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Shitty day today. It's not PMS but I am feeling like it is. I keep calling Damian and he is not awake yet. God help me but I can't help but be terribly jealous that he is not working. I want to be home and sleep, and play with my dog, and the kids, and do crafts, and play on the computer, and take long walks, and have no deadlines and no headaches from work stuff. He is the total opposite, I bet he wishes he was working right now.
I am upset for so many different things today. There are major changes happening here at work, things that will affect other people more than me but I am still upset. It is making me stressed out just thinking about it and it hasn't even happened yet. Then last night I watched Dateline and there was this awful story about a woman who was raped and then her attacker cut both of her arms off. I haven't been able to get this picture out of my mind. Also, I was reading a community today and the abortion issue came up and it just didn't help my day. TOO MANY THINGS ON MY BRAIN. I wish I could go home early. But I am taking Friday off to do all my christmas shopping so I cant leave early today.
Damian thinks a cocktail reception only is tacky, so I guess we are stuck doing a full blown wedding which we cant afford. I need to get out of this building for lunch and calm down.
Babe, if/when you read this please call me and cheer me up. I love you.
I am upset for so many different things today. There are major changes happening here at work, things that will affect other people more than me but I am still upset. It is making me stressed out just thinking about it and it hasn't even happened yet. Then last night I watched Dateline and there was this awful story about a woman who was raped and then her attacker cut both of her arms off. I haven't been able to get this picture out of my mind. Also, I was reading a community today and the abortion issue came up and it just didn't help my day. TOO MANY THINGS ON MY BRAIN. I wish I could go home early. But I am taking Friday off to do all my christmas shopping so I cant leave early today.
Damian thinks a cocktail reception only is tacky, so I guess we are stuck doing a full blown wedding which we cant afford. I need to get out of this building for lunch and calm down.
Babe, if/when you read this please call me and cheer me up. I love you.