I'm over it all... or at least I wish I was

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It will be three months in about a week or so. I have decided that I must move on. I can't live my life like this anymore it is becoming insane. I don't think I will ever move on completely but I know that I can try. I think part of me will always want him here but I know that is not going to happen. I still want to talk to him everyday and I still want to hold his hand. I can't be selfish anymore though. I want him to be happy. BLEH. enought now!!!
I bought a new pair of jeans today and it was very exciting.
I have one test and then my final then I am done with summer school!!!
school starts on the 20th and I'm sorta excited b/c I am taking ceramics, it will be so good to be back at the art building.